.THE TEMPLE WEDDING PART ONE.
I was baptized when I was 10 years old. We had just moved from California to St. George. I don't ever remember going to church after that.
I was baptized when I was 10 years old. We had just moved from California to St. George. I don't ever remember going to church after that.
It's like my parents wanted all their babies blessed and baptized to save our souls or something. But that's it. Which is completely backwards. I would rather die not a member of the church than an inactive one. That way I wouldn't be held accountable. I wish I was baptized later in my life, where I could have made the decision myself.
My Mom is a convert. She was baptized at probably 26. She got baptized for other people. Not for herself. And when that happens it is very hard to carry on in the church.
I had a conversation with Gary one day. He knew I just sent my boyfriend off on a mission. He asked me what I am going to do when he gets home? He's not going to want to marry me. He's going to be at the highest point of his life and he's going to want a girl that is completely ready to meet him half way.
That conversation didn't settle well with me. I thought that is the meanest thing someone could say. I was doing the best I knew how to do with the examples that were given to me. But then I look at my examples. I don't want to be like them either.
I start going to church. The Dixie college ward. I felt like a convert. I wanted to be prepared when my missionary came home. Little did I know, that wasn't why I was put in that place at that time.
I met Tyler.
And when the time came. I was prepared to marry him. How thankful I am for that missionary. He was doing missionary work back home and didn't even know it.
Tyler proposed 3 months after my dad died. We were married 3 months after that. At the time I just wanted to be Tyler's wife. I wanted to get on with my life. So it was a small wedding with little detail. Looking back I would have done everything differently. I guess that's why I had a girl first. Her wedding will be spectacular. She will have the wedding I deserved but with wrong timing didn't get. All the things that are tradition I didn't want at the time. Your Dad is such a big part of your wedding and I had just lost that whole dream.















































